Day 24: The cloud & it's silver lining

Firstly, Re: Comments (...I think I’ve almost given up on fixing my crippled blog)

Bruce> Support much appreciated! Hmmmm…better than my motivation picture?  aim for the moon & land in the stars! :-D

Jason> I’m still managing to stay focused on the program, but these days I am actually developing concerns regarding something else…. I worry that I’m turning in to a nasty person who you wouldn’t want to be friends with!  
I mean… who would want to get buddy with snow white’s step mother??

Justin> Wow…. Really, that’s so cool!  Speaking of late night posts… I can’t seem to get decent sleep at all these days!  I thought it was just work, but I’m increasingly convinced it’s more to do with PCP-related stress.

Tracey> I actually tried to leave a comment on your blog just then but failed L  
You are so creative with your food, its amazing! I almost feel embarrassed reading about everyone’s culinary wonders,  the reason my kitchen is cleaner is because I’m not doing a hell of a lot of work in it these days!  Eating things raw, or just throwing everything in a pan and squeezing lemon over it later. (….80% of my meals end up tasting.. zesty)


Ok, so....about the cloud and the lining:


I'm feeling pretty miserable these days as I feel like I have no life...!  (Probably because I don't as such)  All work, no play!!!! (Job, side job, schooling, exercising, nutritionalizing....no socializing, no shopping, no comfort-dessert, no down time to chill out in general and unfortunately not enough sleep either)

But the one (......& perhaps only) consolation is that PCP-ing is on track (is it ironic that this is the cause of my pain and also the alleviator of it) and I am down 3KGs.

.....its not an overwhelming number compared with other peoples progress I've been seeing on their blogs...(how the hell do you guys do it??)   but it's still quite a big deal for me on a personal level, as I realize I have actually not been this mass since I was....15? 
(I am 26 now.  Over the past 10 years my height has changed by maybe 2CMs, weight has been pretty stable with some occasional fluctuations...but always one of an upward nature.)
-However back then I didn't have much going on in the bosom & booty area, so I think over all I'm evolving in to a better form.  Horaaaay :-D


Annual health check at work today:  & the nurse called me in to her office........ to ask me why I've suddenly lost weight (she's seen me around the office) and she asked me what my secret was...!  She did also tell me that it is not advisable to lose more than 1KG a month... but decided not to listen to her and did some PCP PR-ing while I was there.  She was intrigued. (Patrick....... I may have found you a new candidate for the next round!)

Also according to this health check...... I seem to have grown 3MMs since last year - which I assume is (an ever so slight) good news for the BMI too :-D  Joys!