Day 31 to 37: The Ups & The Downs

The Ups:

-Visited Hong Kong to see Marcus on the weekend!  :-D
Met up with some of the team mighty mouse crew (so........is this our official team name then?)          
From the right: Me, justin, terri, fergie, marcus.

Was great meeting you all.........  hope to see the rest of you guys in the near future too!

-Figured out what some of the workouts are actually supposed to look like. 
※Memo to self....: if everyone is complaining that something is excruciatingly painful but I'm not feeling it.... its most defiantly because I am doing it wrong.
Floor jumps are not cute, little & piddly-  they're long and high and make you want to kill your self.

-Didn't have one big indulgence, but had several moderate indulgences through out the 3 days I was in HK which was lovely,  eg/ more salad,  an odd dim sung here and there, a glass of wine etc.  (Well... the wine was lovely when I had it.  defiantly not so the next morning.  I don't know whether this counts as an 'up' or a 'down')


The Downs:

-Crazy work week...... complete lack of sleep. missed one work out and felt like such a loser afterwards.  Still trying to get over the self loathing

-I'm turning in to a PCP-centric bitch. 
When I first started out, I somehow thought I would be hating PCP by now, but what I am really hating is not the program itself but the circumstances/people that try to impede it.  I'm thinking things like........
'Welcoming party??..... why the hell did you have to join the organization now of all times??'
or
'Seriously,,,dont you f*->%+ dare talk to me when im jumping around between conference calls and I only have 4mins to consume my 150grams of fruit......cant you see the criticality of this apple?!'

-Forget the man arms I've been openly expressing my concerns for on the question thread..... what's the deal with my calves??  I am seriously starting to freak out.
I did not sign up to get chicken legs!!

-Weight went down on the weekend to -3.8kgs, but then came back up to -3.3kgs.
Weird.  Either gravity being different in HK, Marcus's scale being nice to me, me building more muscle or alternatively maybe I'm just somehow genuinely getting fatter on less food and more exercise..  I wonder which?  
Decided not to add more stress to life by thinking too much about it.

Shall flickr later.
Another week is upon us.... with one more egg white and one less banana for me!


Re: Comments
Justin:  Will probably post some paranoid chronicle w/pic about my enhanced calves soon....watch this space!
Kos:  Yeah... one of my challenges right now is not to get too caught & tied up with the micro-prespectives.  I MUST NOT TURN IN TO A BEAN COUNTER....,
Tracey: Thank you for the support!
Terri:  Voila-  enjoy the pic!  great meeting you guys, hope to see you again soon& thanks for the yoghurt info!
Patrick: There is 'toned' and then there is just plain 'butch'.  I'll give it the benefit of the doubt and see how it goes....
Helen:  thank you!  aah so they do come back? thats nice.  But do I dare ask...does anything else come back??            My curiosity keeps growing for life post day 90.....